It's been a long while AGAIN since I last wrote something here. Someone should beat me up for not writing here.

Anyways. Since last time I've been more or less okay. Had some major mood swings really, though I doubt many could notice it. Unless I tell them that is. I'm good at hiding my emotions. Atleast things are starting to get better.

Since last time no improvements on the lonely feeling department. But that's okay. I'm getting rather used to it now. This time around I somewhat tried alittle more than I've done in many years actually. I didn't get what I wanted deep down, but in return I've gotten a great friendship. (atleast that's how I feel about it.)

School is soon over for me aswell. And then when autumn comes around, I'll start out in practice. That should be interesting and hopefully fun. I think it'll be fun atleast. And that's what matters, no ?

I've also improved again in guitar hero! yay for being a nerd! :laugh: Some might say I have no life.. they may be right, but who cares! It makes me forget about other things, which is sad.

Anywho.. I'll stop for now.. abayou!

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It's been a long time since I've written anything here. Don't know why I never can keep on writing, but it doesn't really matter either. Considering noone is reading it.

It's not many days now until the LAN I'm part of hosting starts. I'm pretty optimistic about it. I think it's gonna be good. In addition many good CS teams is coming to participate in our competition there. So should be alittle interesting.

Over to something else, more like.. about me for instance. I've started to get that bothersome lonely feeling again. Not lonely like I got no friends or anything like that, but the feeling of wanting to spend time with someone. Like in a relationship. I guess I could just blame myself for being in a situation like this, since I'm not particularily active in looking for someone, but I generally don't have any luck either, when it comes to relationships that is. It just seems like I'm a great friend material, but relationship ? Neh..

I've been trying for some time now to get a girl I want to get to know better to do something. But she doesn't really seem that interested, so I think I'll just leave it at that. No point in me trying if she doesn't want to. Even though she told me she was interested, but doesn't have the time. So I think it's just another way to say that she doesn't really want to. I could be wrong, but I'm usually right when it comes to stuff like this. I have a strong intuition.

Anyways.. I'll stop here.. good night.

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